Admit It!!!

“i don’t want to lose you, not even in the space of a mattress. which is what happens when silence sets in and people turn back to distant back and dream of holding the person that is lying miles and inches away beyond their shoulders and within reach if only they would grab them. if i am not touching you or seeing you prove to me that you are beside me when i’m asleep. you whisper of your scent which only makes my case if by disproving my point because the deep smell of your neck is too alive with promises of thick grass wild rivers and making love for lifetimes for me to sleep apart from you and regardless i would rather be awake and touching you which is why i regret only having two hands because i know they will never be stretched wide enough to touch all of you at once and that is why i wonder if you have ever wished as i have for 5 extra fingers.”